ms.lisa murphy

About ms.lisa murphy

I used to think getting older would be a real bummer. But when you're 19, you think 40-50 is galaxies away. My but how time flies.My next bday I'll be 5-0 and I love it.
I was kind of abandoned by my divorced parents. My Mom couldnt deal with my teenage rebellion. We would have vicious fights that lasted for hours -usually it was over nothing. Seriously. My"rebellion" paled in comparison to teens today. I'd break cerfew, get caught smoking or bring home a horrendous report card. Whoop di Doo.
I felt like my mother didn't just not love me -I was sure she hated me...and on more than a few occasions she actually told me she hated me. One night during a blistering fight over me losing my glasses-I just zoned out. Compulsively, I took a bottle of some kind of huge prescription pills that belonged to my Grandfather who lived with us till he passed away. I layed down and drifted into Oblivion.
My next recollection was being surrounded by nurses and other hospital staff.
To be continued.