you thinking of her. (night playlist)

Shes sleeping next to me since 2yrs. Ive hit the jackpot guys. I been sitting in my room for years. Went for a walk with her, and then boom. EVERY fucking day with her is the best day i ever had. Wish you the best, be yourself. Gibe yourself a chance. xx

I just found out that she already has someone else, as soon as I found out, my heart skipped a beat and my stomach turned. It was a horrible feeling, but something inside me has changed, before she made me feel pain, sadness and melancholy, but now I understand that she is free, she is free to be with whoever she wants to be, she is free to share her life with whoever. wants and to make her family the way she wants, I am simply learning, after a long time, to let go. She was never mine, she is not and she will not be and I must learn that. I loved her, I love her and I will love her, always, there is no place so special in my heart for someone else and if I have to die alone and with no one ahead, so be it. I just hope she really is happy.

Nobody is thinking of me. A hard pill to swallow, but something I've begun to accept.

I am her. I hopes he’s thinking of me

But she's thinking of someone else... How lucky it is to be him.

I had her, told her my past, secrets and was vulnerable cause she loved me like no one else, she went on to hurt, abuse and manipulate me. I stupidly forgave her we got back and she left me for another guy within 3 months and was pregnant and engaged within 2 weeks after she said “she wasn’t ready for anything intimate”

Staying up this late coding, listening to this and hearing my wife's sleeping sounds... I just want you guys to know. Life is full of wrong choices. So what would happened if you make one more mistakes / one more wrong choices ? Give yourself a change, give her a chance, give him a chance,... The heart follow what it want. Don't torment yourself by using the realistic, calculative benefit of the brain to control the unpredictable behaviors of the heart. Make both the brain and heart agree on something. Trust me, I know. Never belittle yourself. You are worth more than what you think. Speak with everything you had pent up till now. Hit or miss, you will be freed from whatever is holding yourself back from advancing. Lucky me that I hit. And tell you what, never a single day I regret all the wrong choices i made before. Because if I do one thing correct, would I have ever have my wife by my side?

Reading the comments while listening to it and damn it i hate andi love them all at the same time.

I miss her. I miss her, her fluffy brown hair; her pale, white skin; her soothing, soft voice; her soft, chubby cheeks; and her delicate gaze. The same gaze I look for in my dreams, and the same gaze I hold near and dear to my hear. I miss her, her bubbly personality and the way she used to jump up and down when she was really excitdd. I miss how she used to run up so me and hug me, compliment my deep brown hair and brown eyes as if I could compare to her. She was so beautiful. That beauty, that radiant sunshine in my life - was taken from me. Taken by someone who picked her as their victin. That beauty was walking home from school, but after a few hours she never returned home. My sister never returned home. Her body laid in a ditch, cut up and shot in a ditch. Her beautiful, long brown hair on her now abnormally white skin. Her hands cold, so, so cold. I wanted to give her a blanket. Something to keep her warm, and away from the freezing tempatures of the night. Her torn clothes which I promised to sue for her when she got home that day still on, but torn than before. I miss her. I miss my younger sister. She was the best sister I could've ever asked for. I just want to play dolls with her, one last time. I want her to come to me and tell me about her day at school, just one last time. I used to think I was to old to play with her, always shutting her down. But now I just want to play with her. I miss her. Her now buried body, and her now freezing cold, pale skin. I miss her. o7. 9\10\23. The day my life changed forever.

Scared to love again, only because Ive learned how good I am at it

I think I'm lost my only chance for a happy life I am writing this to give a little advice to everyone who reads this, I know that you, like me, will not listen to this advice, but maybe you can and it will help you. One day at school, a new girl came to our class. When I saw her, it was as if I couldn’t move for several seconds, I liked her very much. Then we talked for about a year, only as classmates, but I knew for sure that she liked me too. She was the only girl who really liked me. And the only girl I really liked. She is kind, sweet, sincere, I have never met such a nice person with such a pure soul. But when the school year ended and the next one was approaching, I found out that she would no longer come to study with us. I was upset then. I don't know why but I didn't do anything about it. I didn’t write to her then, didn’t tell her directly about my feelings, didn’t offer to go for a walk. I was 13 years old then. I just forgot about it for a while. I was stupid. Now I'm 18 years old. 5 years have passed since then, I am already in college. And at one point I just begin to remember all those moments from school associated with her, I began to dream about her. Her portrait flashed before my eyes. Her smile and her eyes. I felt very bad for a whole month, I thought a lot about all this. And I decided to write to her and tell her everything I felt. She answered me and we talked for 2 months. But we did not understand each other, she was not ready for something serious, she wrote that she no longer felt for me what she felt before. I expected this, but for some reason I still hoped. She wrote that she has another person whom she likes. I was broken. It was my fault. I told her everything I wanted to say in the end. I wished her all the best because she deserves it more than anyone else. I dreamed a lot about how we would spend time together, but in the end it all lost its meaning. I am very sorry for my stupidity and for not being able to do anything in time. But nothing can be done and I can’t change anything. You can say that I’m still very young and can still meet another person, but in my head it doesn’t work that way. I can never forget this girl and will always remember her. I only wanted to see her next to me, I don’t need anyone else. Only she could fill my life with meaning. I don’t know how my life will turn out now, but I know that I won’t be happy because she won’t be around. It will be funny if she suddenly sees this comment, because she also loves listening to these playlists, and also sometimes comes to read the comments. (Hello) One day maybe we will meet again and just talk like before in comfort. What I want to say is this: If you like a person, you should tell him before it's too late. I know for sure that this won’t make things worse. So take risks.

Am thinking of her each day I begin and end my day with the thought of her If someone asked me how many times she came on my mind i will say just once Because once she came, she never left I had genuine feelings for her and she left me confused of myself Even though am still ready to accept her into my life if she comes right now Ive already forgiven her, i still love her the same way i used to before, the thing is that i fear if shes already together with someone else while am here waiting for her to be in love with me once again.

I'm on a weekend and I still can't stop thinking about her. I watched something on YouTube with a saying that said "True unconditional love is loving someone with all of your heart, even if they don't love you back..." Remember that.

The ‘her’ is my bestfriend. Though I’ll never reveal the feeling I had for her and maybe might still have for her, I know that she’ll never feel the same. She’s a Christian And she believes homosexuality is a sin. Possibly, I just know that she wouldn’t date the same sex. Though she’ll always be my bestfriend, I know that the way I feel about her isn’t a way a best-friend should think. I’ll just be there when she’ll need me and support her relationships and crushes she develops in the future. I just hope to part of her life, cause just seeing her smile, knowing that she’s happy, makes me happy. And if I have to keep my feelings hidden to a part of her life then I will. I know this is a crush that’ll come and go, and I know I’ll develop feelings for someone new I just wanted to admit that i had have feelings for my bestfriend.

Praying for her seems like all I can do sometimes.

I met her at a rodeo. it was unlikely but i saw her dancing at the afterparty and i thought to myself that she was the prettiest girl i'd ever seen. i sat down and just watched the floor with my buddies while my uncle played for the band. Next thing i know i heard someone say that i looked lonely. i turned around to her. her red hair turned a shade of silky scarlet under the light of the tent. She was perfect. She had this look in her brown eyes that intrigued me. i wanted more of it. i danced with her all night, and all week eventually. on the final night of the rodeo, i asked for her snap, and under the light of the stars, and the quiet hum of the party in the distance, we kissed in the bed of her truck. i fell for her harder than i ever could have, but i guess it wasn't meant to be. in august i moved 2 states away for college, and she had issues she didn't want me to have to deal with, so she broke up with me. it shattered me, because i poured my heart and soul into it. i can't move on, i still picture myself with her, even after she texted me, and we talked for a bit, but ultimately, my stupid head wouldn't let me do anything because i thought there was another man. i'm a sick, jealous, overthinking slab of meat, and after everything, i cant hate her. no matter what. i fucked everything up. i'm sorry Hannah.

It’s been 7 years still thinking about her to this day idk why I can’t move on. I wonder if she thinks of me or am I just a lost memory to her.

dear him, Its hard without you, you were the person who made me feel me. I hope you're happy after you unadded me everywhere. have fun with your friends and life. I will always be proud of you.

I met “her” a couple days ago. She is cute and funny, I know it’s too soon to call it love, which I know it definitely is not. But she is on my mind. I might tell someone. Idk yet. She is echoing through my mind at all times. Her voice, her face, her humor, and her <33 I don’t know if anyone will see this, but I just wanted to write down how I truly feel. Even though her thoughts are screaming the name of someone else. There is no stopping the feeling I get when I am with her. Thanks for listening to my rant. “A” ❤❤❤💖💖💖

I remember the night I first met her. She came into my life unexpectedly, and all I can say is that I am so fortunate to have had someone like her in my life. Even though life seems to have separated us, I am hoping we will cross paths again. Hopefully someday but who knows. I hope everyone can find peace :)