What Can I Do.... (Very Emotional)

God bless you, I pray he brings you comfort. .......you are not alone Jesus is with you, the greatest comforter of all. I too am chronically ill, I have CRPS, I can't say I know what it's like to live in your shoes, but I can relate. I was blessed to have 44 years of what would be considered, normal living, that people take for granted. Like going to the store, driving, having friends. Hang in there, the world is a better place with you in it.

Psalm 25:1 ([A Psalm] of David.) Unto thee, O LORD, do I lift up my soul.2 O my God, I trust in thee: let me not be ashamed,

I watched until the end with tears in my eyes. So much of what you were saying felt like things I say and think to myself everyday. I suffer from a disability too- just not one people can see. I’ve suffered from severe depression and anxiety ever since I was a kid and my depression is truly debilitating. It makes me feel like I ain’t gonna be shit, that I’m a burden to my family and others..all those things you’re saying I’ve felt them but what I want to say is that there is hope for you. I don’t know you personally or your entire story, but I believe every individual has a purpose in life and it may not be a conventional one, but it’s something cause you were born to be a blessing on this Earth. You have a voice, Vonshell and that’s something a lot of people don’t have. You are articulate, self-aware, and insightful. You just gotta keep making your voice heard. I know there are so many of us out there who we feel powerless like no one is listening, but there are people who want to listen. Have you ever thought of writing a book about your experiences? Or joining group therapy? I’m not good at making friends but I think that’s one way to make one. Don’t feel alone cause you’re not.

First of all.... You are very brave to make a video like this candidly sharing your feelings. I can relate in a lot of ways to how you feel. I also suffer from depression and other mental disabilities. My financial situation is in dire straits as well. I'm a recovering drug addict. My family has very little and cannot/will not help me. Don't worry brother. Keep your head up. As far as women go, you seen like a pretty bright, honest, and sensitive guy, so you'll make the right woman very happy someday. That being said, I think you should focus on yourself before worrying about finding a mate. All I can offer you is my moral support at this time. Keep your head up. We're in this shit together brother!

People DO care! You would be surprised how is the real world people do care. Thank you for sharing yourself/story with us and for reminding us what it important...People and life. Thank your grandparents for me.

Strong buddy, im so sorry that life isnt fair... just know there are many people that now know who you are and pray for you. You are very special and beautiful.

Hey man, just came across this video. This touched me and I pray that your situation gets better. Your life has purpose and it matters to us. Blessings and love from the UK. Stay safe brother ❤🙏🏾

Prayers are with you. You ARE NOT ALONE. YOU AREN'T ALONE. -YOU GOT THIS; WE GOT YOU! God Bless Always!

God bless you man, I can’t imagine what you’re feeling, but you’ve got a light in your eyes that is so inspiring. I don’t even know you but I can tell you have a good soul. I’m sure everyone watching this would be your friend if they could, and I’m sure you’ve inspired so many people in a dark place in their lives!

Thanks for the reality check dawg. Haven't heard from you since I saw you on a GMG podcast a while ago. Just like you told us to not take things for granted I urge you to please do the same and focus on what you can do and not what you can't.

I don't have any very noticeable outward issues, but I have dealt with pretty severe mental health issues for years now. I don't feel strong enough personally to lay out specifics on the internet, but just know that I can 100% relate to the mental state you speak of. The issues I've dealt with have pretty much destroyed me and brought me down lower than I thought was even possible. As you know, you gotta just power through because the only other option is giving up. Something I've had a few people tell me that I think helps me get through it: dealing with these kinds of things, dealing with a bad stack of cards from life; that makes you more mentally strong (even when you don't feel strong) than most people in this world. Just pushing through even if you feel like it's pointless and doesn't matter, that creates the mental strength of 10,000 men. You are a warrior, never forget that. We got this. In regards to jobs etc, have you ever thought of getting into web development or programming? I know a lot of people with physical handicaps get into that since you can work remotely and there is good money/growth there. It's also pretty fun imo. There's a huge amount of free resources on the internet to learn from, I can send you some stuff if you ever want. For me, the best meditation is music production (also lots of free learning resources for this, I can get lost for hours straight making music) and gaming.

KEEP YA HEAD UP BABY BOY

This broke my heart man , I saw it on my Twitter and I always think about the people out there who can experience love , sending love to you my brother and congrats on hitting your goal on gofundme finally I just donated 💪🏾❤️

Please stay strong, you are not alone! Sending you love and light ✨

This touched my heart. You are a great Person ❤ Stay strong,you can go through this time. (Sorry for my bad english im from Germany)

Baby, hang in there. I have a genetic disease and live in SEVERE PAIN every moment. I get it. We are with you! Sometimes, these health challenges make us more patient and empathetic. I am so sorry the women you have encountered have been so heartless. There are kind ladies out there...may this video bring one to you. You are a WHOLE man. Period.

Stay strong God is with you and we all are going to be with here and there life

You are very smart and have a great mind. A lot of people like myself at certain age feel the pressures of life and question all of it. The whole dating thing and women is not whats it's cracked up to be.. I've been married 3 times and they were nothing but heart breaks and pain. It's the worse pain besides losing someone you love. I'm single now and have a lot of peace in my life. But I feel you...not at least getting the chance to experience it. Hold your head up high, you're intelligent and very well spoken my friend. You'll find your way soon.

Your not alone. God bless you

Don't feel bad about not getting a date or being in a relationship cuz some girls might just make you feel 10 times worse off than you're already feeling. It's human nature to use people, I wish it was human nature to help them.