KOMM, SUSSER TOD M-10 Director's Edit Version | Evangelion Finally

Me saying "it is what it is" after having the most unimaginable horrible experience in my life

When I was 12 I asked my German teacher about what “Komme Süsser Todd” meant and she was like “wtf are you ok?”

"I'm happy" mfs at 5:25 AM staring at the ceiling, surrounded by nothing but their own thoughts (I'm mfs)(it's actually 5:25am rn)

I once listened to this song for 32 hours straight catching up on my assignments that I later failed.

You should (not) evaluate yourself after 10pm

This is like the japanese version of when you find a cheery non-english song only to find out the lyrics are sad and depressive

I like how violins start going insane, marking the slow driving to insanity

Listening to this tonight as the 3DS eShop goes down. End of an era.

One must imagine Shinji happy...

Found a white hair on the side of my head today

Even without the context, the melody of this song is so goddamn depressing. Not even in a cold way, in a very raw and emotional way. It hurts, man.

“It is what it is” mfs after witnessing the most traumatic, hellish, disturbing, gruesome, painful, life altering, tragic, horrific, nightmarish, world ending, and unforgettable moment of their life:

And that’s how music kicks in And everyone become F A N T A

End of Evangelion was in theatres for the first time in the U.S! I will never forget this moment

My hand turned into Fanta help

This song reminds me of the feeling that some people get when they’ve decided to commit suicide. They will suddenly become super energetic and appear happy because they know that they won’t be alive soon, so all of their stress is relieved and they can do whatever they want. The song is super upbeat and sounds similar to a church song, but if you take 5 seconds to think about the lyrics you realize how dark the whole thing is.

I looked at all the comments and some people in the comments are as desperate as shinji at the end of evangelion I even saw people telling that it was the perfect music to commit suicide so I hope that if someone reads this message he’s fine even if all goes wrong around him it makes me sad and happy at the same time to see that I’m not there only person listened to this music because I’m sad

I know, I know I've let you down I've been a fool to myself I thought that I could live for no one else But now, through all the hurt and pain It's time for me to respect The ones you love mean more than anything So, with sadness in my heart Feel the best thing I could do Is end it all and leave forever What's done is done, it feels so bad What once was happy now is sad I'll never love again My world is ending I wish that I could turn back time 'Cause now the guilt is all mine Can't live without the trust from those you love I know we can't forget the past You can't forget love and pride Because of that, it's killing me inside It all returns to nothing It all comes tumbling down Tumbling down, tumbling down It all returns to nothing I just keep letting me down Letting me down, letting me down In my heart of hearts I know that I could never love again I've lost everything, everything Everything that matters to me matters in this world I wish that I could turn back time 'Cause now the guilt is all mine Can't live without the trust from those you love I know we can't forget the past You can't forget love and pride Because of that, it's killing me inside It all returns to nothing It just keeps tumbling down Tumbling down, tumbling down It all returns to nothing I just keep letting me down Letting me down, letting me down It all returns to nothing It just keeps tumbling down Tumbling down, tumbling down It all returns to nothing I just keep letting me down Letting me down, letting me down Ah, ah, ah, ah Tumbling down Tumbling down Tumbling down Ah, ah, ah, ah Letting me down Letting me down Letting me down Ah, ah, ah, ah Tumbling down Tumbling down Tumbling down Ah, ah, ah, ah Letting me down Letting me down Letting me down

Never watched this cartoon but it seems like such happy stuff. Will try to get to viewing it sometime, might be the spark of untainted happiness that I need right now.

I'm currently listening to this because I'm about to actually fix my personal issues instead of hoping I grow out of it. Wish me luck. Update: I feel like I have made practically no progress but my problems aren’t as bad when I have less stress