my testimony | jesus saved me from suicide, addictions, depression & more

The devil would always try to make you kill your self because he knew God would take YOU and make you who you are today .. This is beautiful. God bless🤍

as a 17-year-old girl I really relate to you, the lust, the p0rn, the stealing, the suicide the drinking the fighting with family. It's all just so awful, I'm trying to strengthen my relationship with Jesus, learning about the lord, and all he's done for us, I've cut out the stealing and drinking, and I'm going to cut out all the sin in my life, and put him first. Amen

i honestly cried watching this because we have such similar stories. right now i’m 14 and i already have so much going on. i always fight with my mom physically and verbally, i argue with most of my family, i feel empty most of the time, i’ve had a few attempts, self harm, lust etc. and watching this made me want to get closer with god. i’ve downloaded the bible app recently and i try to read a few pages everyday, and try to stay committed because i really want to be healed.

Wow , this is truly beautiful . I’m 19 and I struggled with porn for YEARS ever since I was a kid just like you said . A few days ago I cut all of it out , threw away all the vibrators i had and promised I’d never go back . I also started smoking about 2-3 years ago EVERY SINGLE DAY straight. At first it was a good feeling but after a while I started getting intrusive thoughts but I still kept doing it because it was like a routine . A few days ago I also said I was done smoking , but I still had my cart and would hit it from time to time but today I felt like enough was enough . I just can’t do any of it anymore , all my old habits were slowly turning me into a person I never wanted to be . I struggle with intrusive thought horribly , I remember the first day it happened . I was 9, going through a lot ..moving around , seeing my mom in an unhappy relationship . I turn 20 soon and I pray that God delivers me from all I’ve been through and things I’ve done that are sins . I’ve never really been close with God , I’ve always tried but something always stopped me . I cried my heart out today on the floor, asking God to forgive me and accept me . I don’t ever want to go back , I truly want to be a better woman . Thank you for this , this meant everything to me .

Such a beautiful testimony. You have such a light in your eyes because of the Holy Spirit. Honestly our testimonies are very similar. I was saved and baptized in 2012 after doing three hits of acid and ending up in a mental hospital. God saved me from staying in that crazy acid trip yet I still went back to the world 😢 It wasn’t until this February I got back on my Christ walk. Ever since I’ve been fully submitted to the Lord just this year alone I’m almost finished reading the whole Bible (267 days in), I moved out of my rat infested apartment, my husband and I got married, He got baptized, I haven’t been obsessing over being a content creator, I threw my doll collection out, my promiscuous clothing and shoes got tossed 🚮 I threw away expensive makeup 🚮🚮 Thousands of dollars in the trash but anything can go if it becomes an idol. I also stopped wearing wigs and have been getting my real hair done. The biggest blessing is my husband, kids and myself just moved in to our new home after we stayed with my mother in law for like 7 months 😭🙌🏾 God is so good and He truly is faithful 🩷

I FEEL LIKE GOD WANTED ME TO SEE THIS I CRIED AT THE END AND AFTER I FELT GOD'S PRESENCE AND I KNEW I NEEDED TO GET CLOSE TO JESUS MAY GOD BLESS Y'ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY 🙏

I grew up Christian but I also grew up very traumatized and never in my 22 years of living have I heard a testimony that I could relate so much to ever in my life. I want to get closer with God but feel so much shame but your words have reminded that God loves me no matter what, that even I’m broken he’ll fix me, if I’m dirty he’ll wash me, if I don’t have anything to offer him he will still want me. God is sooo Good, you are doing the lords work with spreading his gospel through your testimony, thank you and God bless you and Everyone reading this!

im very young, not even out of highschool, and im struggling with the same sin you mentioned. pornography, sexual sin, deceitfulness and lies, i know what im doing is wrong bwcause i know the word of God but i feel extremely stuck, ill turn to God one day and the next im back in sin, your testimony truly touched me snd gave me a sense of hope i thank God in advance for what he’s going to do in my life

me and my friends in like 2019 loved u, I watched ur YouTube and ur TikToks. When u first we’re saved by Jesus I still followed u but I was lukewarm and summer 2023 Jesus saved me 💕

Lately I have felt a shift in my life. Ever since I was a child, I have had an addiction for lust and I've felt so disgusted by it and I would always relapse and throughout my life, I have been so lukewarm. Recently, I have seen many people turning to Christ which inspired me to do the same because I grew up in a religious family and I want to do better and I want to do things that are able to please the Lord.

You wanting to get baptized when you were young was your way of accepting the Holy Spirit. Then the Holy Spirit continued to be inside you because you felt conviction even though you were choosing to still continue to live in the world. By God’s love and His almighty grip on you, you are here today. Welcome home sister! I love you and thank you for your testimony 🩷🙏🏾

I am speechless. This testimony was godsent. I just turned 15 and this was very relatable. Very relatable and I'm surprised that many other young girls relate to this. Now I know that I am not alone. Thank you very much. Thank God for it. Thank sir, Jehovah and Jesus, His son.

I’ve watched you all those years in admiration (i wasnt saved either) not knowing what you were going through… its crazy how we hide so much behind a screen. But it shows that no matter who we fool we cant fool God!!! You are new, sanctified, made holy and now your are His!!!! <333 God bless you!

Just when the devil thought he bagged you. Urgh, Jesus loved us even at our filthiest, such wonderful love! Thank you for obeying and sharing sis🤍

Very relatable, porn, self harm, no present father or too abusive when present, bullying at school. Many attempts just before 15 including many pills. Told no one. Just went to sleep while my heart was going crazy. Bad relationship with my mom. i started abusing alcohol and addicted to raves and festivals at just 13. Im in my 20s and only now have found God. My Savior. 🙏🏻💜

I have such a similar story. Everything you said I was like dang so did I. I did that too, I said that too. I’m 32 and I’m finding god. Still new to everything. But I went to church this past Sunday and cried with my mom and told her I forgive her. God is great! May he continue to bless you! ❤🙏🏼

The way I accidentally tapped on your video while searching something unholy😭I relate to almost everything you talked about and I'm only 17

After you been in the dark for so long there is just something about the light of Gods presence. God can take addicts and teach them how we worship. ☀️✨🔥

What’s kind of funny is the video length is 41:10 and my favorite verse in the Bible is Isaiah 41:10

hey rubee im 19 and yesterday i gave my life to christ my life started going downhill to the point where i had to chose between life or death. I remember you in 2020 on tiktok and seeing how much God blessed your life has encourage me to keep going on this journey i struggled with some of the same stuff as you and currently im trying to break a soul tie if you see this keep me in your prayer