remembering what it felt like to actually have someone (sad + slowed + rain playlist)

"Somebody asked me if I knew you. A million memories flashed through my mind but I just smiled and said I used to."

"I'm not crying because you left me on my own. I'm not crying because you left me with no warning. I'm just crying because I can't escape what could have been."

POV: you’re in the room late night watching YouTube videos and reading comments so you don’t feel as alone during the pain

Does anyone else feel like its always just one of those days Repeating in an endless cycle, things happen in school work family but somehow It feels bland And lonely Like your just mindlessly just waking up for the sake of living? Dreams that seem imposing And a future that seems so vague...

The world just isn't the same when we were young kids So innocent and carefree It used to be so much more than just living..

"Giving someone a second chance💔 is like giving someone another bullet because they missed the first".

i used to love her, really and when i got scared, i run away the feeling, i'm with someone else now, but still i feel her love in my head i hope she will find someone who won't run away. she was perfection and i wasn't enough...

It hits different when you want to feel that someone cares about you but there isn’t but you see someone who have people who cares about him

I love him. I love him so much, that I feel nothing when looking at anybody else anymore. I’ve given him the best of me, and he’s given me the best of him. Before we met,I was lonely. Lonely so deep like how this playlist makes you feel. We made memories, lived months of our lives together and were there with each other during the saddest moments, happiest moments, and everything in between. We were happy, truly happy. Until a few weeks ago, he ghosted me. Pretty much stopped talking to me, and he just told me last night he lost feelings. I don’t understand yet what’s going on, because just a short while ago we were talking about being with each other forever. And I loved that idea, because being with him forever means a lifetime of happiness. I guess things just didn’t workout, and now I’m left lonely again. Lonely deep inside, just like this playlist. “The only thing that truly lasts forever is the memories”.

My first bestfriend betrayed me when taking the side of the person who harassed me blaming it on ADHD. I stood strong after that, then I met my next BSF who was a pathological liar, lied to me at every opportunity,guilt tripped me, spread disgusting lies about me, and called me crazy when I tried to warn people. Before that it was my policy to trust everyone, only lose the trust once they betrayed it, it was naivety that led that. I left my only friend group behind, I really only have a person or two in real life, I'm alone, physical, no one to laugh or connect with, just my amazing friends online, it's not the same though

Wrote my note already. For everyone here I pray y’all get further in life. I hope you guys live out your life and be happy. ❤️ love yall

Listening to this helps me so much. I just need to cry sometimes and these playlists help me. Thank you for making this content. Please keep doing it.

reading these comments makes my heart heavy.

You, I don’t even miss him that much. I miss his family. I miss the way his two little brothers’ faces lit up when they saw me. And how we all wrestled. I miss his moms smile, and how she would cook me whatever I wanted. His stepmom’s caring nature, and her hugs. I miss his dad’s goofy laugh, and the way he would give me advice. I miss my ex. Of course. But his family made it all worth it.

All these feelings are temporary. Happiness is also temporary, people just continue comparing their lives to when they were the happiest. Once I learned to be content with all the many blessings, it's all me to appreciate my very low, lows and high,highs

I was always there when they needed me, but when I was in need…I was left with nobody with myself; by myself.

Time Stamps: 0:00 The night we met by Lord Huron 3:36 je te laisserai des mots by Patrick Watson /Cover by Marianne Bl 6:25 Where's my love by SYML (I think it's a cover in this video, but I can't find it) 10:05 The wisp sings by Winter's Aid 15:53 Apocalypse By Cigarettes After Sex /Cover by Lucy Ellis (I think) 20:31 Rosyln by Bon Iver & St.Vincent 23:42 As the world caves in by Matt Maltese 26:64 Dancing with your ghost by Alex Sloan 30:25 Broken Parts by Clide 33:54 I love you by Billie Ellish 39:22 If the world was ending by jp saxe ft. julia micheals (I also think this is a cover, but it's so hard to find the cover because it's slowed) 42:20 Because of you by Kelly Clarkson /cover by Brae Cruz 46:32 Don't watch me cry by Jorja Smith 50:06 je te laisserai des mots by Patrick Watson /Cover by Marianne Bl 52:55 The night we met by Lord Huron 56:31 Where's my love by SYML 1:00:11 The wisp sings by Winter's Aid 1:05:57 Apocalypse By Cigarettes After Sex /Cover by Lucy Ellis 1:10:37 Rosyln by Bon Iver & St.Vincent 1:13:48 As the world caves in by Matt Maltese 1:16:52 Dancing with your ghost by Alex Sloan 1:20:31 Broken Parts by Clide 1:24:00 I love you by Billie Ellish 1:29:28 If the world was ending by jp saxe ft. julia micheals 1:32:25 Because of you by Kelly Clarkson /cover by Brae Cruz 1:36:37 Don't watch me cry by Jorja Smith 1:40:11 emptiness by MaxPl

pov. listen to this alot of the night and then wake up constantly wondering y you cant escape this dream and wake up and have to do it all again:(

Here just feeling alot of emotions. I need to feel.

I had a friend for many years, she was like a sister to me, but over time it wasn't the same when she got involved with a bad crowd. I ended my relationship with her because I was tired of her giving me complexes. Then I met another friend who was also close to me, but she ended our friendship just because I couldn't talk about my problems. Now I have new friends with whom I am also losing contact, but I don't know how to keep them. I don't even know if I want to keep them, since I couldn't keep others because of myself. I'm afraid I won't be enough. W. and Z., I really miss you. And you too, my dear O.