they moved on too fast and now you're hurt alone | alternate reality playlist

Me in the middle of a breakdown and an ad pops up..

They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger

if you are also here late at night, i hope you sleep well starlight, you are destined for huge things and one day the struggles and worries you have will be replaced with the love of the universe. you are enough and it is ok to just be, you never need to prove your worth to anyone. i love you ❤

Bruh why the fuck is it so hard to move on ...like it's been five years girl,move on get over it!!! It's okay to move on! But I'm just not over it yet, and idk It just feels so unfair how everyone just got over it after a few months or a year,but I'm still stuck in the past ,idk ... I mean I am kinda getting over it but not completely and five years is a long fucking time , who knows how many opportunities I missed because of it ,these are supposed to be my best years but I don't remember them all I think about is the past and the memories , I'm never really living in the moment I have no idea how I got here I don't remember,it feels like it happened last summer but it's been 5 years. I really wish that one day I will feel like it's okay to move on, like I have the right to get over it. And the worst part of it all is that I know that person didn't even care about me, or at least not nearly as much as I did...so fucking unfair.

I would do it all over again in a heartbeat, even knowing how it ends.

It’s hard to recognize that people on the internet know you better than your parents do…

Track list 0:00 - Where’s my love ~ SYML 3:21 -It’s ok ~ Tom Rosenthal 6:38 - Watch ~ Billie Eilish 9:36 - Go solo ~ Tom Rosenthal 12:02 - Lights are on ~ Tom Rosenthal 15:18 - Everything works out in the end ~ Kodaline 19:02 - Another love ~ Tom Odell 23:07 - Atlas: Touch ~ Sleeping at Last 27:21 - Heal ~ Tom Odell 30:50 - Hearing ~ Sleeping at Last 34:58 - All I want ~ Kodaline 40:03 - Somewhere only we know ~ Keane 44:01 - Romantic Homicide (sped up) ~ d4vd 45:41 - Alien Blues (sped up) [remix] ~ Splice Records 47:41 - Haven’t I given enough? ~ unshackled 50:36 - i have no idea :/ 52:32 - Blow my brain out (sped up) ~ 1yxhee 55:34 - i have no idea :/ 58:14 - Toxic [remix] ~ Boywithuke (don’t know who made this version) 1:00:21 - i have no idea :/ 1:03:20 - Graphene Oxide ~ Another machines 1:06:11 - jealousy,jealousy ~ Olivia Rodrigo 1:08:35 - Moral of the Story ~ Ashe 1:11:30 - Another love ~ Tom Odell 1:14:50 - Water Fountain ~ Alec Benjamin 1:18:03 - i have no idea :/ 1:20:43 - The other side of Paradise ~ Swifty Sounds & sped up songs 1:25:34 - i have no idea :/ 1:27:39 - the remedy for a broken heart (why am I so in love) (sped up) ~ xxxtentacion 1:29:48 - Take out ~ xThreeJay 1:32:06 - i have no idea :/ 1:34:24 - worldstar money (Interlude) ~ joji 1:36:16 - i have no idea :/ 1:38:06 - Pain Forever ~ Rebxyyz 1:39:30 - Summertime sadness (sped up) ~ Lana Del Ray 1:43:08 - Chamber of Reflection ~ Mac DeMarco 1:46:35 - Satya (Asim Sohail) ~ Asim Sohail 1:49:22 - Space Song ~ Beach House 1:53:26 - Freaks ~ Surfs Curse 1:55:35 - Death Bed (sped up version) [Remix] ~ Music Factory Please help with songs I missed in the replies

I never meant for us to go separate ways I tried I really did, but it was too late. We still talk every few months, but it's like we're strangers. Only a hi and having to ask how each other are because we don't know each other anymore. I see you happy with other people. laughing, smiling, I want to be happy for you but I'm jealous and I miss you. I have friends of my own now. I shouldn't even be worried about the fun you're having without me, but sadly that's all I think about now. I should've been there all those sad nights. I should have been your shoulder to cry on, instead I just watched from a far....

Why you told me you missed me? Did you meant it? Then why you were ready to leave me? Why you had her already?

HOW IS THIS NOT BLOWN UP

You were the story of my heart. But to you I was just a chapter, it sucks

The more you trying to hold on to a person the more they go away..:)

I feel like im in a show or book. A close friend of mine said she fell for me, but i was still chasing after my ex then, so i asked her to wait. She did. I made her wait too long. She began to love another guy. We were bith lonely, and decided at 3am to date, just fir fun, just to feel less alone. We agreed in the beginning that if the guy she liked asked her out, we'd break up. We didn't tell anyone we were together. About a week ago he told her how much he loves her, so naturally we broke up. Unfortunately i caught feelings for her along the way, and now i feel incomplete. I regret making her wait. I wish i wasn't so hung up on my ex when she loved me. I would be happy right now, if only i let go of him sooner. But she's happy now, so i can't ruin her joy with my sorrow.

Everything I've ever done has been a mistake, except that one person. I lost her awhile ago, but she was everything and now I can't help but see her eyes in everything around me, they were so unbelievably gorgeous. That beautiful mix of blue and green, that small twinkle in her eyes, the way they lit up during the wintertime and the way she smiled were all so perfect. She moved on and she's happy now, but now every winter the snow reminds me of the icy blue colour in her eyes, the soft greens reminding me of the summers we spend together riding around and enjoying one another's company. I miss her, and I can't deny the fact that I do because it hurts just to think about how happy we seemed yet she left, she told me she needed time and I gave it to her, But she never came back. So I sit here and listen to this playlist because it was her favourite, all of her favourite songs with such a fitting title..

Its funny how I was the one that ended things with my best friend. Because I felt we were no longer good for each other. And yet I feel like I'm the one experiencing the most pain, and withdrawls of the friendship. It hurts. It really does. She was someone I wanted in my life forever. But she changed, our morals changed, she's a whole different person now, and we spent a long time being passive aggressive towards each other. Both our lives were being held back from progressing. I miss our friendship and the good things it brought me. But it had to come to an end, I know it was for a good reason, no matter how painful it is. Thanks for letting me rant ❤

For some people, moving on is easier then for the others. I can't seem to move on, no matter how hard I try! I liked this one girl I knew, and I knew she liked me too, and one day she stopped showing up, to our meet up spot, and the routine we both had before heading on into school, just stopped It was years ago, but ever since she left my life, no matter how hard I try to move on, I see people who look like her or people wearing the same winter jacket she wore. I just wish I could move on and forget her, for causing me heartbreak... I need a hug !

U don't know u need help until u start to see u can't do u by yourself so u try to ask but they say "your fine it's just your phone so give it to me it'll help i promise" no it won't it will make it worse but when u come across video's like this that's when you know your broken in pieces but they feel like a warm welcome when u find these. If you need help im always here i mean it

This I really helping with my anxiety and stress my friend died bc he had a seizure and he fell in a river and drownd and my dad had a heart attack and life just sucks But for anyone out there who is reading this The world treats us like sh1t but trust me someday the world will treat us better I would love for all of you reading this that u have a great rest of ur day or if it's night 🌙 u sleep well And one day good fortune and luck will come ur way Urs truly enjoy life to the fullest❤❤❤

two years since I've seen my best friend and I will never see him again. with a breakup or the failure of a relationship, or the dissolution of a friendship, you can always know that the person is still out there, somewhere, walking the same earth as you. but that's not the case. my best friend ended his own life with his .45 and that means no one will ever see him again. he is gone. forever.

He left me for someone else, a month after we broke up, he is already with her. How could someone possibly move on so fast? Where did i go wrong? What could I have done to prevent this? How could he just suddenly drop everything we had and went through for her. Why couldn't you fight for me the way I fought for you. It's only been 2 months since the breakup, and we haven't talked since. Why was the breakup so quick? We didn't even get to talk about it or talk anything out. Why was it so easy for him to give up on me like that? There are so many questions i have because i never got any closure. It's so hard to forget about him. Forcing myself to unlove someone i never wanted to in the first place is so hard. Seeing him happy with her makes me feel like i meant nothing to him. I just want to be fought for. I want someone to fight for me the way I would fight for them. God why does he get to be happy and move on while I still grieve what we had.