Why Suicides Are On The Rise. [Especially Among Sensitives, Empaths, and Wanderers!]

💜Hi, my friend. I had to take a month off from uploading due to seasonal affective exhaustion (physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual). We have had storm after storm after storm after storm (after storm!). The lack of sunshine for so long debilitated my creativity and productivity so I took some time to rest and recharge. The past week we did get a lot of sunny days and I soaked it up and then made this video for you. Now it’s raining and cloudy again as we have another storm. In this video, I combined multiple therapeutic elements in addition to the talking about suicide: ASMR nature sounds of alternating waves, forest, and birds, hypnotic low-volume background music, relaxing video footage of waves, oceans, beaches, forest, and other nature scenes, and a calming/soothing voice. My hope is that rather than just be information on suicide it will also be a very therapeutic experience for you and one that helps to calm your body and mind and uplift your spirit. Please don’t forget to like this video and if you have any comments or questions, I’d love to read them. Thank you so much and I appreciate you from the bottom of my heart. -Matt 🧡

Thank you Matt! I am very ecstatic that you are feeling better now with the warm sunlight and spring equinox just outside our grasp! Excellent video. Indeed, suicide seems to be on the rise, however, like you have said so wonderfully, this incarnation has been planned, we wanted to be here AND we need to be here, together. Much love, my brother. Thank you so very much!

I appreciate the care you made this video with. Now, my thoughts : it's curious to hear suicide described as being a service-to-self choice. You described the negative implications it has on others and the suffering they go through........I wonder....how does the soul,higher self, any angel or master or god justify the position it puts HUMANS in, in this very dynamic where people are forced to consider this? Is it not on their part...the whole arrangement a service-to-self option too? Of course they would say no....with some silly justifcation..... This leads me to what has brought me a lot of peace recently - I allow myself now to question god and all this BS. All these beings who consider themselves higher in any way.... The reason why I haven't commited suicide myself is because of indignation. Indignation at how this whole game is designed. I know myself to be love....I've examined this idea of the game that is designed for growth, from many angles........and my conclusions are clear - it is NOT a game of love. Now the soul before incarnation may come with the best of intentions to serve, to alchemize etc.........but it's not taking in the human data into the equation. The real question is.....how do higher beings maintain integrity and still condone it? No doubt it is filled under the higher self's free will......but how can a game that doesn't let the human EVER override the higher self's will, be considered a service-to-others game? This incanartion game is rotten to the core. I've let go of this naive spirituality that is encouraged in the spiritual communitty.....no one has the courage to question this whole game. If we are truly sovereign beings......we have that right. As someone who has earnestly strived to do the right thing...even try and see what lessons I'm meant to learn.....after more than a decade and half deeply immersed in spirituality..I still have no clue about a lot of things. What I do know, is after I'm done with this manipulative game in this life....and yes, experienced some happiness...(which I feel fully enpowered to create and tune into).........I'm going to end this incarnation process as we know it. Ra himself said...it has suffered iterations. Who in this universe has authority to say things as they are are ok? This universe is more corrupt than we think......and I'm not talking about evil or the "dark" side of consciousness. I'm talking about what we consider the light. But most starseeds are not interested or ready for that conversation.