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I just came here because I saw your comment on Solar Sands's video about heck. Your pieces are so evocative and terrifying. Schizophrenia sounds really hard and scary. I wish you the best, and hope that your situation will improve. I'm glad you shared your art.

I sent you an email about two weeks ago expressing my appreciation for your work, but without response. I thought you might see it here so here is me just copy / pasting : ​​Hello, I wanted to take a moment to express my deep admiration for your work. The way you bring imagery to life has truly touched me. Your creations are unfiltered, sincere, and authentic, and that honesty is incredibly inspiring. Opening up your story to the public, to us, your viewers, is a generous act for which I am sincerely grateful. I want to underscore the significance of your raw approach. Although you may not label yourself as an artist, I believe your work is presented to us with such genuine sincerity that we, the viewers, immediately connect with the raw, unvarnished emotions you convey. Your creations evoke a primal, instinctive response, reminiscent of how a young child might express themselves—pure, unadulterated, and genuine. To me, that is the essence of art. Tower of be, Temple of Stagnation and Tower of Stay - had me glued to my screen. Its Intense, and I can only imagine what it must feel like to look at it in person - monumental in its own right, given the weighty theme and the sheer size of the canvas, a testament to your ability to convey a complex theme. Truly, your work resonates on a profound level, leaving a lasting impression on anyone who has the privilege of witnessing it firsthand. I will never fully comprehend what you are experiencing, but your art serves as a starting point for me to gain a better understanding of your condition and all those that have to endure it. I hope you are doing well, and THANK YOU for sharing this with us.

I haven't been able to paint much due to my mental health but i have over the last two years made a lot of digital art, nothing special or that grand. Just advanced doodles stemming from my schizophrenia. Would you people like to see that? I do have one acrylic painting i started around the time of my diagnosis (the ones in this video is from before that and from a time I thought depression was the only thing wrong) and I will finish that one someday. It's hard to describe but that paintings motif is of the "old me"-mindscape, pre or during diagnosis, and feels wrong to work with. But I'll try to solve that issue somehow. I've had a rough time this year (2020) like most of you I'm sure. I had one psychotic episode as I stopped with my medication. I was convinced they were trying to poison me. Antipsychotics have bad side effects so the leap to think that was a short one. During the episode I hurt myself badly and got some nerve damage which also makes painting hard. All of this, mental health, bad side effect, loss of hope, paranoia, apathy, pain and avolition have left me with a uphill struggle doing anything of value to anyone. This isn't a cry for sympathy but I feel you, who found this place on the internet, should know why nothing is happening here. I will try to slowly change that. I wish you the very best. Edit: I've worked on the new video for the past two days, not sleeping helps with doing something but it rarely goes right. Expect it soon. Edit: its out

Interesting visuals. It’s interesting to see and hear something so simple and just immediately get the feeling it’s trying to put off. It’s helpless, depressive, and very clever.

Beautiful work. I am not schizophrenic myself, but I am mentally ill - and I have a boyfriend and mother who are schitzoeffective. I feel to some extent I can understand what you are trying to convey, uust seen from an outside lense.

Intense. Impressive the feelings i don't want come so quick and strong trough the image. Have a nice day and find some color between the grey.

I don't really understand what you're going through. But I like this, it gives me this feeling. Edit: holy shit they all fit together to make one picture, incredible

Cecidimus is my favourite one

It's beautiful. Your art reminds me a lot of the work of Pyacheslav Belov's.

watched this while listening to dead flag blues Hits. Diff.

I liked the clock with infinity sign as different times.

This is amazingly horrifying art and deserves more recognition 👏 thank you for sharing this

beautiful art.

i hope you’re well.

fantastic work, hope you get better someday

for me it somehow resembles the mono no aware aesthetic. your works are very powerful.

You are a talented artist, I hope you’re doing well...

I saw one of your comments. take your medication and be by the ones you love buddy.

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creepy. glad i dont have schizophrenia. sometimes when im sick, i'll wake up from a dream and become manic and crazy for like 10 minutes. when you see aberrations, do you know its fake?