Pov: you're not good enough for your parents - a vent playlist

Time stamps for you all!! 0:01 - 3:46 No surprises by Radiohead 3:46 - 6:35 Stressed Out (speed up) by Twenty One Pilots 6:35 - 10:55 Daddy Issues by The Neighborhood 10:55 - 15:13 Hey Kids by Molina 15:13 - 18:45 Guilded Lily by Cults 18:45 - 22:04 I can't handle change by ROAR 22:05 - 25:36 Heart To Heart by Mac DeMarco 25:36 - 29:09 YKWIM by Yot Club

People don’t cry because their weak, They cry because they have been strong for to long.

Parents always say how you can talk to them about anything, but when you do, it's the same response. They always cut you off with saying how you're too young to feel things.

Nothing hurts more when you're crying at night without making a noise and losing your breath with those silent screams of hurt... <3

My parents tell me I can talk to them about everything but it hurts because I know it’s not true

Some people suffer in silence, pain in the hearts but smiles on their faces

I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ not mine, just passing it around for people who need it the most<3 DONT STOP TRYING IM PROUD OF YOU ALL

It’s sad because parents always tell their kids “you’re on that phone to much!” When most of the time it comforts us more than them

The worst point isn't when your crying its when... You have .. ..no tears left to cry.

anybody else so traumatized that they legitimately cant do anything without asking and if you think you sound the slightest bit insincere and or rude you gointo a panic state and just over think things?

You ever wish you had someone that you can talk about anything with

My mom doesn't understand how much it hurts to get yelled at and hit. According to her I was better when I was a kid, I never did anything wrong then, I was good at stuff. And the worst part is I know she's right, I don't have any talents, I can't get good grades, I'm bad at EVERYTHING, I always lose all my friends, but it makes me more and more insecure about it when she yells at me for it. Edit: Tysm for all the support, I've been getting a little better, I love you guys so much <3 your words all helped :)

Sometimes I need to cry so bad but I just can’t anymore.

When you vent to someone, you get this feeling of guilt. Being told or forced to be so strong for years, it isn't for a child or even an adult. You were only a baby, you were barely growing. Cry my dear, you've made it this far... you've made it this far. You deserve peace my love, you deserve to show yourself..

The worst feeling is knowing that you are trying to be a good kid but nothing seems to be good enough for him . But there is nothing you can do about it. So you just sit on the side hating yourself bc you know you’ll never get your fathers love .

"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against" (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn)

the worst kind of sadness is the kind you cant explain the reason for

I don't like to cry bc i am scared that ppl will think i am weak but i cry myself to sleep every night I don't want to die i js don't want to me here anymore

The fact that they wonder "why don't they share moments with us?" And they just, are like enemies

I hardly ever vent to anyone anymore. I'm 14, what everyone considers a child, but I've seen and been through things even some adults couldn't handle. But every adult I've ever tried to talk to always said the same thing. They would try to trick me into believing that I was just being "dramatic" and that he was just playing the role of a parent. They thought that because I was a child, that I was just overreacting. They would act all friendly and playful because I was a "child." They never believed me and simply just blew off all my reports. I was abused since I was nine and left parentless at 13. To this day I still suffer from what they had done, but no one would help. All these events led to me trying to off myself.. multiple times. Yet they still would never believe me. This caused me to despise all adults and learn that to not trust anyone anymore. Now whenever I'm breaking down, I just force myself away from others, afraid of judgement. Why can't parents just support their kids instead of saying we're only kids and have no idea? Because I do.